I miss you..

i really really miss you..

do you still rmb the first time we know each other?

We talk on the phone every night..

Text each other everyday..

If i didnt receive a morning message from you at 7+am..

i will think that you had change.

and every night a goodnight message..

and quarrels bcos of small little things..

and jokes that always made me laugh nonstop.

You came to fetch me from work..

wait till 11pm when you're so tired.

Walk to busstop tgt..chat and joke with each other.

take my bag for me..

Give me surprise by coming find me and told me u are in camp..

buy dinner for me..

Help me pack up..

Hold my hand when im freezing cold inside the cinema..

It's so warm..

I miss it..

Giving me lots of hugs when u know im sad after we finish quarreling.

Protecting me from a box that is gonna drop on my head.

Broke your watch bcos of me..

You will get angry and jealous if im out with guys..

when im on the phone with guys..

You get angry when some stupid customer irritate me..

Get angry when i didnt buy my lunch..

Get angry when i didnt eat my dinner..

Im not good enough..

Im not caring and sweet like what you said..

I dont think before i talk..

The things i said always hurt you..

Do you still rmb the day when u accompany for briefing..

and we went vivo and town..

All we do is eat and eat and eat..

and seating down at a place at town..

take pictures..joke around..

This simple things made me so happy..

Although we quarrel a little..

But im so happy that day..

The first time i spend so much time with u..

But now?

i dont even have the chance to meet u..

to talk to u ..

to let u know how much i miss u..

Yes, im stupid.

Everyone will be saying im stupid..

why am i still not forgetting u this bastard..

I cant!

Cos every single things i do, will definitely reminds me of you..

Those memories keep flashing back..

I miss every single thing of you!

I know you dont..

You once said u wont ignore me!

You promise me you will give me manymany hugs!

You said all you want is to be happy with me!

and whats with all this now?

Maybe its those messages i sent..

maybe im too harsh.

But it doesn't matter..

it will be alright if you happy with her..

there's not much difference without me..

u just dont have to get angry with me anymore.

Dont have to tolerate my attitude towards you.

But i still miss you..

reallyreally miss you alot..

sigh...

You left so much memories..

and than you leave me alone..

Im crying every single day..

thinking about us..

How i wish you would made some time to see me,

send me a message asking me how am i..

Add me back in facebook..

talk to me in msn...

Just be happy, please.

Sleep early..you have to wake up veryvery early.

Drink more water..and smoke less.

Dont forget to eat or else you will have gastric pain..

Treat your gf well, if not u are gonna lose her again..

Don't spend so much money..not enough for one month..

Thanks for doing everything for me..

its all a waste now.

Today is the 9th day without you.

Everything will get better for me..

School is starting next monday!

Kinda excited though!